Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I am the little girl........Part 3

I am the little girl who is loving life, even in the storms.
I am the little girl who has BIG dreams AGAIN.
I am the little girl who has moved alot.
I am the little girl who believes we are in places for a season.
I am the little girl with every move has taken something positive with it.
I am the little girl who has been freed and healed from all the molestation.
I am the little girl whose life has been changed because of God.
I am the little girl who has learned to put God first in my life.
I am the little girl that God loves unconditionally.
I am the little girl who is so glad that I am NOT who I was years ago.
I am the little girl who God healed in every area of my life.
I am the little girl who God is still working on things in my life.
I am the little girl who has overcome her past and still working on things.
I am the little girl wo is no longer afraid.
I am the little girl whose life is an open book.
I am the little girl who loves to minister to others.
I am the little girl who prays for her family and friends daily.
I am the little girl who still struggles with things, but thanks God for giving me the strength to overcome.
I am the little girl whose kids do not like that I have set boundaries for myself.
I am the little girl whose kids do not always agree with things that I do.
I am the little girl who will not allow others to walk all over her AGAIN.
I am the little girl who loves all 9 of our kids unconditionally, regardless of their feelings for me from time to time.
I am the little girl with peace in her heart.
I am the little girl who does not care what other people think when I share the good,bad, ugly and things I do not wat to share of my past.
I am the little girl who God said to share those things.
I am the little girl who is real, and if everyone is honest with themselves, know that they have things like that in their life too.
I am the little girl who is stepping out of denial and into God's grace.
I am the little girl who has recovered from her past hurts and failures.
I am the little girl dancing and singing in the living room PRAISING GOD!!
I am the little girl who has been healed by His stripes.
I am the little girl thanking God for all of His blessings.
GLORY BE TO GOD!!!
I am the little girl thanking

Thursday, September 10, 2009

I was the little girI................Part 2

I was the little girl who was looking for love in all the wrong places.
I was the little girl who was lost in this big world.
I was the little girl who was confused.
I was the little girl who kept all things to herself.
I was the little girl who almost got molested AGAIN.
I was the little girl who had so much anger.
I was the little girl who lost all dreams.
I was the little girl who wanted to run and never come back.
I was the little girl having a baby.
I was the little girl caught up in an abusive relationship.
I was the little girl who got her heart broke time and time again.
I was the little girl who left so many times, but always went back.
I was the little girl walking down the aisle for the wrong reasons.
I was the little girl who aborted a baby.
I was the little girl who could not deal with the pain of what she did.
I was the little girl drinking and partying to kill the pain.
I was the little girl who left again.
I was the little girl trying to move on without him.
I was the little girl who faught to keep her daughter.
I was the little girl sitting in jail.
I was the little girl feeling all alone and nobody to turn to.
I was the little girl so scared and confused.
I was the little girl trying to get my little girl back.
I was the little girl who went back, because I was too afraid and scared to fight any more.
I was the little girl who just wanted to be loved.
I was the little girl who wanted to feel important.
I was the little girl getting high and living for herself.
I was the little girl who tried to bury the paint AGAIN.
I was the little girl getting hit.
I was the little girl being put down.
I was the little girl who thought she was not worthy of anything.
I was the little girl who was sick and tired of being mistreated.
I was the little girl who left for good.
I was the little girl who made alot of foolish mistakes.
I was the little girl who never got counsel for all the pain and hurt inside.
I was the little girl carrying all this baggage everywhere she went.
I was the little girl who lost her daughter.
I was the little girl who was tricked again.
I was the little girl walking down the aisle again.
I was the little girl who was happy.
I was the little girl enjoying life again.
I was the little girl who thought she had finally seen the light.
I was the little girl who was back in church again.
I was the little girl who had another baby.
I was the little girl whose family fell apart again.
I was the little girl who had to make the hardest decision ever.
I was the little girl who put her son in a Christian home for troubled teens.
I was the little girl scared again and afraid.
I was the little girl sitting in the counselors office going through her past after 36 years of pain and hurt.
I was the little girl going through a Celebrate Recovery class.
I was the little girl going to Christian parenting classes every week for almost 3yrs.
I was the little girl who was in Christian counseling every week for almost 3yrs.
I was the little girl clinging to the throne.
I was the little girl praying for her family.
I was the little girl finally telling the family of all the molestion.
I was the little girl finally getting freed.
I was the little girl finally getting healed from old wounds.
I was the little girl putting all her faith in God.
I was the little girl pouring her heart out week after week.
I was the little girl feeling the relief, that I was not alone.