It has been several years I see since I have done anything with my blog. Time flies, doesn't it? I guess sharing the story of my life, it took alot out of me, and so many things have been going in my life in these past several years. I have decided to PUSH on through these TRIALS and STORMS in my life. I have finally found a CHURCH HOME!! I am stepping back out of the box, and trying to get my life back on track with God and my home. Of course, dont you know that just as soon as you do that, the devil is waiting around the corner to start throwing things at you, to make you second guess yourself and your worth. I sadly have to admit that he got me a few times, but I am climbing up out of that hole now, and I refuse to let him win!!! I have been reading T.D.Jakes 365 day devotional and journal called Healing, Blessings and Freedom. WOW! what an eye opener and heart touching. I was reminded these things: Temporary setbacks create opportunities for fresh commitment and renewal. So true. I know what my calling is, but I dont jump and do it when God tells me the first time, so as we sit back and DO NOTHING, the thing you know you are to be doing, someone else gets the opportunity dropped on them, and unlike me, they took it and ran with it. I sit back and get angry! But reminded, it was there for me, but DID NOTHING~~ I guess, God needs to work on some more areas of my life.
